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Name: Jordan
Birthday: 10/8/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: Admiring the sunset with my wife Lucinda and our three boys, Larry, Andrew and Messiah, while listening to the Barry Manilow greatest hits album.
Expertise: Being straight G.
Occupation: Marketing
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  JRJHitaliano1008
Member Since:
11/12/2005
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| wow...so uh..here's my xanga.
that i abandoned about 6 months ago.
and now found, and am writing in again.
i was just looking through some of my posts, and realized how much fun last year was.
and then realizing that, this year isn't really going that good for me.
hopefully it'll get better (it probably will [it usually does]).
right now i'm just....blah.
i've been feeling a lot of things lately, none of which are happiness, and i just don't like that.
i used to be so happy, and for the past like month i've been nothing but upset.
i mean, i've always had situations to deal with in my life, and i've always been upset for maybe like a day or so about them, but i don't think i've ever felt this depressed in my entire life.
i've just been feeling really stressed about a lot of things....the ones that are bothering me the most i don't even wanna talk about, and the ones that are bothering me the least aren't worth it.
sometimes i just feel like the entire world could give two shits if i was alive. lately i just feel like i've been taking the back burner for a lot of people; people that i would give my life for in a heartbeat...and they've just been blowing me off, or leaving when i need them the most.
i've also been feeling really lonely lately...maybe it's because i haven't been in a relationship since 7th grade? just maybe. or maybe it's because of the reason i stated a few sentences back.
no matter what the cause, that's what i'm feeling, and i don't like it.
my parents are also being....well, my parents. but that's nothing different. i've just learned to deal with that in my life.
there are so many things that i want out of life right now, and i'm having a lot of trouble obtaining them, and i just don't know why that is. i've always been the type of person that has gotten what they wanted if they worked for it, and well, i've been working my ass off for a lot of things, and none of them seem to be working out for me. relationships, grades, money, family, happiness.....you name it, i'm probably having trouble with it right now. sometimes i feel like there's no one to talk to either.
which is probably why i'm typing all this into a fucking website..... i've been trying to talk to some people, but most are just acting like they have better things to do. whatever. it could be worse. it could be better. i have my physical health, so i guess that's good. now watch, just my luck i'll get diagnosed with cancer or something tomorrow....
well, i guess i'm done. sorry for writing like the constitution in here. it's not like anyone reads xangas anymore, so i don't really know why or who i'm apologizing to right now...
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| So, I'm pretty sure that no one reads this anymore, because xanga is dead (but i keep it old school) but i'll update anyway, just for my own pleasure.....
SO! I'm currently up at my sister's house in Middletown, where I have been living for the past couple days, and will be for the majority of the summer. Why you ask? Cuz I'm working at Hersheypark bitches! (jealous?)
Anywho, works been good......it's really easy and actually really fun......the people are cool, I get in for free, and the ultimate perk to the job-it's not in Selinsgrove! But I do miss everyone.....just a little.
I'm coming back next week for 2 days, just for band camp (cuz that's just how god damn cool I am). So, I guess until the next eventful....event occurs....I'm done! | | |
| So......
I will never be a freshmen in high school again!
That makes me happy I suppose.....
Not much has really happened since prom.......went to Graduation on Tuesday......and yea i'll admit it I cried! Do somethin bitch! haha but seriously I will miss the Class of '06 SO MUCH, it's actually kind of ridiculous. But, I wish them all luck with their college careers, or lack thereof, and the request.....i mean demand, that you call come back to visit your favorite negro freshmen!
But yea...back to school being out........after school, (since our plans for knoebels got fucked), me, kelsey, a.t., kellie, ian and szumi all went to kelsey's house for a bit, then just some town walking, and then up to the mall because we have no lives. But the mall was entertaining for a while......chicken in the pockets, hide and seek in the furniture dept., shitty soap, haha it was all great fun. Then we planned on going to karaoke, but some bitch had to be sick, so there wasn't any, so we just rounded up some cool kids to go play manhunt back at A.T.'s. So yea....then I came home....and slept....it was....cool.
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| So, Prom pretty much kicked my ass.........it was great fun for everyone.
I would post some cute-sie little inside jokes, but they're oh so too many, and who wants to sit and read shit they wouldn't understand right?
But anywho, it was tons of fun, my prom date was damn sexy, the group was damn sexy, the dance was damn sexy, and the afterparty, was indeed damn sexy.
To all my beloved seniors; Kate W., Court R., Ellen B., Sam R., Jess R., Darby W., Will and Jon G., Charlsea H., Amanda W., Matt G., Danielle K., Dane R., Britt S., Kim H., Bryce W.........It's been real. You guys rock my socks, and there will never be a class that will manage to do so quite like you.... | | |
| Well, I'm leaving for Cedar Point tomorrow (my favorite place in the universe), and I'm really glad I'm getting the fuck out of the grove, and momentarily taking a leave of absence from reality, because I need it. I've been super-duper stressed out with a lot of shit going on....so this week off is greatly needed.
Last night was A.T.'s party, which was fun.....I'd have the say the highlight was when we were singing my humps and Stacie kept on grapping Joe White's boobs. That was pretty great.
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